I doubt anybody will actually read this but this is for myself more then anyone. I really don't care if I don't get any follower's or comment's which I doubt I won't.

Any way I was reading somthing before which was about my friend who I used to have feelings for and all the feelings came flooding back and that was an awful thing I felt. I always do feeling something for this paticular person but things didn't go too well. I never feel accepted in my circle of friends and i really don't think we will keep in contact, I just really need to find that special person I can be myself with. I want to find someone who I can trust and someone who will never let me down, I know I need to move on from that certain person but I just feel so bloody protective over them and its hard to see them with someone else it feels like a punch in my stomach or something like that.

Goodbye for now, im going to try and find myself. Bye